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2002-06-26T17:07:00.000-07:00

jus bored..
so blogging loh..
wondering if u still check blog..
so write here if u c loh..

2002-06-19T08:05:00.000-07:00

going to states tomolo..
write email to reach me..
ill try to reply asap..

2002-06-14T12:42:00.000-07:00

caught a cold from shoji? heeheee i wonder how?? j/kj/k.... wellz nothing much to say lah... just woke up... 1230 leh... been a while since ive been able to do dat.. plus so little sleep this week so yeah... jing shen beh hao.... many email to reply... that'll take up some time today..wat else... o... gotta show me pix aiite?? da ones alala forwarded to you and da one u took at NYNY hao mah? prolly gona stay home today pack, and clean my room.. and then walk out to da park... there's this big park with a lake near my house wif lotsa duckies too... so yeah... wana spend a lil time alone today.. been a while since i was able to keep to myself... i mean.... some people are always checking on me and all that.. ryan is cute but my cousin says he looks lyk a player... wellz dno him well enough so duno if i'll lyk him... god dang it.. another confusions?! ... hahah at least im fer sure i dun lyk daniel.. but seems lyk he's gotten some wrong idea... wellz nothing more to say.. cant wait to see ya i guess... take carez n hab fun..

2002-06-14T11:46:00.000-07:00

*sigh*
tired as hell..
i think i caught a cold..
well..
watched the soccer game wiz shoji..
then went out wiz al, ju, and d..
dint do much..
took sum sticker pix at new york new york..
then D has to go to dinner wiz rentz..
so al, ju, and i went to fri to chat and watch soccer..
gosh..
feel tired as hell rite now..
i think i caught the cold from shoji..
newayz..
D was in a bad mood today..
beh depress..
n sick..
dnno..
kinda worried bout her i guess..
*sigh*
confused as hell bout D n stuff..
not lyk the old thing lah..
jus dnno how to treat her n shit..
prolly wont c her until ric come baq or sumthing..
dnno lah..
hao chi guai..
mayb im jus plain tired..
newayz..
still thinking whether i lyk shoji..
not bothering me 2 much..
newayz..
prolly lyk shoji bah..
but dnno to wat degree..
*sigh*
worried bout D lah..
newayz..
gonna go sleep..
kinda depress i guess..
dnno..
cant b in a gud mood when i c "friend" depressed i guess..

2002-06-13T10:03:00.000-07:00

well..
u kinda left sum offlines..
so i guess i left my icq on when i went out..
dint do much today..
went out for lunch wiz my mom..
then spend sum tym chilling wiz al..
datz bout it..
talk wiz shoji over fone fer a while..
n heard from al dat judy wanna go out tomolo..
cuz she leaving on sat...
called up D after to ask her wat we r doing tomolo..
she say she prolly wont come out cuz she is sick..
then later she pops on icq..
i said..
ni bu shi sen bing leh mah?
after bout 10 min she answered..
BU LI NI LEH..
cant figure wat datz about..
newayz..
prolly go out wiz al n judy tomolo then..
if not call up shoji n c wat she is doing..
o..
4got wat i was talking to shoji bout..
but she said sumthing lyk i should get a gf..
4got how it was worded tho..
haha..
newayz..
*yawn*
sleepy but cant really fall asleep..
mayb call u later if i cant sleep..
haha..

2002-06-12T17:56:00.000-07:00

hmm so where were you at 8-9? heheee lemme guess... out eating breakfast?! but.... with shoji or D neh?? sorry to hang up on ya... i was in class and middle of presentation so couldnt talk to you... if you want to... you could call me at 1030am my time tm.... which is ur friday 130am loh.... me finish exams then.. so if u not asleep we can talk... tried calling u today again.. ur morning around 8 bah.. no one picked up.. u out fer breakfast again???? got precalc and eng finals over and done with.. tm is bio final.. and i dun needa go to US hist final.. got da essay Q today so just type up and hand it in loh.... well guess what -I- did after finals today?? heehee daniel called me up and we just sat outside da library chatting.. yesterday.. Danny was hella mad at me.. he said how could i kiss daniel when imma not even together wif him.... wellz but what da heck... we kinda made up now... lots to update fer ya i guess.. so ttyl.. u take carez aiite??

2002-06-12T07:10:00.000-07:00

guess where i was at 8-9 loh..
newayz..
its aiite lah..
nuthing 2 important..
at least not terribly depress n want to talk..
more lyk..
a lil confused..
so..
call me when u finish exam loh..
jia yo..
concentrate..
n best of luck to u..

2002-06-11T20:15:00.000-07:00

just tried calling ur home phone around 8-9 ur time.. no one picked up...ummm got finals tm.. english one.. so busy busy tonite... i'll try to call u again aiite? take carez...

2002-06-11T02:39:00.000-07:00

hey..
can u call me..
kinda wanna talk..
nothing important lah..
suo yi bu shi need..
but kinda wanted to talk...
eh..
n if u call..
do it bfore my noon hao mah..
so its +3 to ur tym lah..
its ok if u wake me up..
newayz..
gtg..
no tym to blog..

2002-06-10T15:53:00.000-07:00

nah.. wasnt me who called.. heeeheeee so u went to movie wif shoji and jasmine?? ummmmm hao bah.. haha....no wonder itd be a lil awkward talking to D huh... then again... wellz danny seem to be cheng deh pissed at me... im so serious.. lyk today after first block i went up to him and he tolly ignored me so i was lyk wtf... sueh bian.. not lyk he's soo special or whatever...i started out my day purty nicely tho... sw luke first thing in da morning.. dun ask why .. but he sure brightened up my day wif that cute smile haha.. dint see dainel but he called me up... i missed it... he was gona ask if i wanted to skip 4th block wif him.. i called him baq and nothing much lah... exam in two days... fuck.... sooo not prepared.. hella behind.... see what i can do bout da grades........... well i hab a phone card rite now... if u wana talk.. leave blog and i'll call u .. or else u can always talk to shoji bout D if u depressed haha.. what else... see u in a lil mor than a month then loh?! take carez... =) happy summer~

2002-06-10T10:01:00.000-07:00

btw..
was it u who called today?
if it was sorrie i dint pick up..
i was in the movie..
so 1st time pressed hang up..
cuz i thot it was D..
n jus dun wanna explain the whole thing bout being at warners..
i guess kinda afraid to talk to her..
well not afraid as in afraid..
but as in dnno where the conversation mite carry to..
dnno how to explain lah..
the second tym..
was gonna pick up cuz my mind was a lil clearer then..
in middle of movie..
n when i bout to pick up..
hung up..
called up D later..
she said its not her..
was gonna chat wiz her a lil..
but she bz..
said gonna call me baq but dint happen..
newayz..
i know wat u prolly think from this..
haha..
so..
entertain urself loh..

2002-06-09T21:25:00.000-07:00

well..
today going out wiz shoji n jasmine..
feel kinda bad leaving alala to b a loner..
so asked him if he wanna come..
he said no..
so o well..
i said sumthing last nite to jasmine..
hope it wont end up the wrong way if it gets to the ear of shoji..
here is the story..
jasmine is in a fite wiz kate..
n wanna beat her up..
n she was asking if i would help kate..
i said if it duznt effect me i dun really care wat she duz..
but then i added..
but if shoji gonna b there fer kate..
cuz shoji is friends wiz kate..
ill b there to help shoji out..
i mean..
if its ne of my friend dat need help ill prolly b there..
newayz..
well..
i guess im jus a lil tired of D..
i mean the way she treat ppl..
but prolly c her sumtym this week cuz judy is leaving by fri..
newayz..
datz it fer now..
money disappearing lyk crzy..
gona b broke by end of summer..
and gosh..
having trouble balancing my lyf between all the ppl..
think of after my US trip..
gosh..
even more ppl to c..
haha..
JC gona b baq..
heehee..
newayz..
c u soon loh..
take carez..
outta fone card..
so prolly not gonna call in a few dayz..

2002-06-09T20:05:00.000-07:00

hahah btw... yea shoji told me before bout petershen asking her out or s'thing lyk that.. hahah so shoji has da wierdest admirer... does that include you?? hehee j/kj/k... so who'd u go out wif today? D or shoji/ heehee... the question from now is not did you see D but did you see shoji too? heehee jkj/k... okaaayyy dno what i'm getting at... still stressed but dayymmmn last nite was fun~ =)

2002-06-09T11:43:00.000-07:00

i remember something i forgot to tell you... last nigth i dint bring money cuz thot we were just gona go drive around and all... so i kinda owe them for the drink ritez.. and i said so how much i owed them... and u know what luke said that kinda took me by surprise cuz he normally is lyk not serious and lykes to just joke around.. he said... *you don't owe us anything jess, we're just glad that ure willing to come out today and kick wif us..* isnt that sweet? hahah.... anyway... sighz* not fun being involved in one of those triangular love thingee hahah one of ni deh annual summer drama.. not fun not fun...... wellz heeheee..... anyway... enjoy summer~

2002-06-09T11:17:00.000-07:00

i remember wat i was gonna say..
shoji asked when ur coming baq..

2002-06-09T10:53:00.000-07:00

well..
jus hung up..
4got to tell u sumthing..
did u know peter shen lyked shoji?
haha..
only found out today..
shoji has the weirdest admirers..
haha..
hm..
wat else..
shoji de dinner was quiet gud actually..
nuthing fancy..
but eatable..
wonder how it would compare to D cook de food..
newayz..
there was sumthing else i wanna say..
but 4got already..
newayz..
datz it fer now..
ttyl..
take carez..

2002-06-09T03:40:00.001-07:00

wellz..
u jus called..
shoji wanna check her email..
n internet kinda messed up at her place s we r at aztec..
nuthing much..
she was bored..
called me..
she ask me if i wanna go over to watch soccer tonite.
going later..
she cooked dinnerz..
newayz..
take carez..
call u tomolo..

2002-06-09T03:40:00.000-07:00

2002-06-08T12:19:00.000-07:00

my *social* lyf ah... hahah nothing special... danny called me up last nite... and he was all lyk.. whyd u ignore me in school these two days.... and he was all playing around calling me his baby... dno what to make of that... and he kept asking me who id choose him or daniel if they're not friend.. cuz i said if i hab to choose between them id choose neither one since they're frriends.... so did u reply D's msg? why is she always lyk that... i mean hang up then apologize.. seriously that's hella messed up.. she can be a b**** fer real huh... and the thing is that u still lyk her.. that makes YOu even mor messed up than her.... anyway.. what da hell... fan cheng kinda made up wif danny loh... havent heard from daniel but we kinda said that after finals next thursday we're gona go drive around n all that.. so see what happens.. still ahb three essays to type up.... ttyl... take carez

2002-06-08T09:15:00.000-07:00

wellz talked to u today..
not much to say rite now..
D send cell message to appologize fer dint calling me baq yesterday..
dnno wat to make of it..
newayz..
not much happened..
i guess jus enjoying the "weekend"..
less going out..
more staying at home..
newayz..
take carez..
howz ur "social" lyf?
ima go sleep..

2002-06-07T15:44:00.000-07:00

hello.. yea i called u before school today but u out wif ur cousin i guess.. umm haha forgot ur cell # so couldnt call u.. then when you called i was alreayd in class. yesterday i knew you called.. but the first time u calle di was taking a nap... and i saw ur number on da caller ID... but i had to do some hw and shower and all that .. and then u called agin while imma taking shower so couldnt pick up... sorry sorry... so tried to call u today.. anyway.. call me ur saturday mornig loh.. i'll make sure i pick up.. u sound hella messed up rite now?! so der hung up on u.. hmmmmm ... anywayz.. cool to hear shoji will be here when u at stanford.. make me feel less guilty... but then again haha... i feel good that i wouldnt be dian deng pao?! hahah j/kj/k.. c u soon!! happy summer~ talk to you laterez....

2002-06-07T11:43:00.000-07:00

hey did u call me?
well..
call u tomolo..
confused as hell rite now..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....

2002-06-06T23:06:00.000-07:00

wellz..
tried to call u but no one answer fone..
guess u dint feel lyk picking up..
well..
there is a party at alistairs place today..
and i was invited..
but really dint feel lyk drinking and getting drunk n shit..
so dint go..
shoji was asking if i was going..
and telling me to jus go..
but nah..
newayz..
going out wiz al later..
tried to call up D..
but she hung up the cell..
kinda piss me off..
n wat piss me off more is dat i prolly 4get n 4give after she gib sum lame excuse dat i think is prolly bs..
*sigh*..
this is hell confusing..
newayz..
datz dat..
not in a gr8 mood i guess..
found out my sciences grades..
better than i thot..
but not gr8 either..
B- for both chem n bio..
well they r both IBH classes n i was slacking off lyk hell..
so i guess im ok wiz a B- bah..
newayz..
feel kinda shitty..
*sigh*
o..
did i tell u shoji's gonna b in SF fer a few weeks over summer..
n it happens to b the tym im at stanford..
n she was asking if i could leave campus on weekends..
so i guess it wont b DAT big of a deal if ur not there loh..
newayz..
dun take watever i typed above this 2 seriously..
kinda cuckoo..
haha..
newayz..
gud luck (i remember u need sum luck either today or sumtym close)..
take carez..
c u soon..

2002-06-06T16:42:00.000-07:00

ooh~ shoji yao ni pei ta?! heehee wonder what THAT's supposed to mean?? glad to hear u had a good time... well we talked lots online yesterday already so guess not that much to update... but then after dinner last night... danny and ron hun tao yen... called me up and just nao wo... lyk asking me.. something lyk did u order whatever or some shiet lyk that.. hella immature.. later on i just dint pick up.. and then danny called me up again aroun1030.. woke me up from my nap;... at first we kinda made up from our fight and all then he brought up bout da prank call thingee i got kinda pissed and again yo dian argue but what da hell.. cant care less rite now..got progress report back again today.. all A's and A+ fer precalc, hist, and bio.. but english.. still tryig to pull up to A-.... hopefully exam will help... since it's gona count fer lyke 20- 30 %... umm so still beh wierd huh.. daniel's doesnt call me but danny calls me up lyke a lot... but then yesterday at danny's house.. daniel all lyk wanted a lil *quiet* time to chat wif me and all.... still... yea.. guess ure rite.. he not da rite guy bah... we'll see what happens.. laterz... jess~*

2002-06-06T10:37:00.000-07:00

hao tired..
non skool dayz is really more tiring than skool dayz..
newayz..
got my SAT score baq..
720 660..
not as high as i hope it would b...
especially math..
i was hoping fer a 800..
but english is ok i guess..
kinda disappointed..
if math did jus a lil better could have 1400..
guess ill take it 1 more tym bah..
well..
shoji is 18 leh..
send her an email n say happy bday?
newayz..
her party was aiite i guess..
lots of random ppl..
and ppl left around 3 or 4..
i was gonna leave..
but shoji ask if i could pai ta..
so i stayed wiz alistair..
later grace cheng came over..
went to dinner..
walked around til lyk 1030..
hai hao lah..
not a bad day..
called up D at 1030 cuz my mom told me dat SAT score was sent..
kinda nervous bout the results..
but she dint answer..
o well..
newayz..
datz all loh..
call u tomolo bah..
but not much $$ left in fone card..
o well..
well gota go to skool to c gabert tomolo..
he want to c his IB students..
so datz dat..
newayz..
tomolo prolly go out wiz al again bah..
or mayb if al is planning to save money..
if i can find D..
go out wiz her loh..
heehee..
newayz..
nitez..
need sum rest..
long day..

2002-06-05T17:54:00.000-07:00

well guess where i went today afterschool haha... nahh not daniel's house.. danny lee's house.. and daniel came by too.... ummmm haha and we talked bit more today too... we as in me and daniel.. but then now danny's mad at me.. we were doe zueh (fight mouth) and i guess we both went a lil overboard and now he's hella ignoring me... but other than that... heehee not a bad feeling.. so what about u neh? how is shoji's bday party?mannnnn there's only a few more days of school but it seems soooooo long!!!! i mean ive still got lyke five thousand essays to write up.. god dang it....... fan si leh.. wish me tons and tons of luck...~~ well next thursday is last day of school and daniel's gona drive his mom's van and we're all gona go out and all that heehee.. cant wait~

2002-06-04T09:59:00.001-07:00

well guess wat i did today..
more lyk guess who i saw..
well..
finally summer leh..
during exam der's sis call..
asking fer sum fone number..
dint figure out dat it was her who called..
newayz..
after dat got 7 miss calls during exam..
planned on going out wiz al newayz today after exam..
and D jus arrive today and call to ask if we wanna go sing..
so we went singing wiz her n ju..
al took sum pix..
send u sum other tym..
dnno..
hun weird de feeling..
quiet happy..
but dnno lah..
talked wiz al lots after bout sum stuff..
bout friends lah..
ric, jc, ju...etc..
o well..
D's going to tai nan tomolo..
so prolly wont c her in a while..
judy's staying another 2 weeks..
so prolly go out again sum other tym..
o..
D also said she enrolled in stanford summer skool..
and got accepted..
but still deciding whether she is going..
i doubt it tho..
newayz..
finally summer..
i guess its a great way to start the summer bah..
dnno..
still feeling kinda weird..
o al took sum pix wiz his dig. cam..
asked him to send me..
ill show u when i get it loh..
wellz..
thurs is shoji's bday..
going over to her place..
tomolo playing ball bah..
quiet a bz week planned i guess..
newayz..
datz it fer now..
take carez..

2002-06-04T09:59:00.000-07:00

2002-06-03T05:02:00.000-07:00

wah..
u hun duo guys admirer o..
hun duo choices..
haha..
wellz..
kinda tired today..
went out wiz al today..
shot sum hoops..
then ate and jus walk around..
not a bad feeling..
nuthing 2 special lah..
quiet normal actually..
u know sumthing datz weird..
found out from him dat in DIS they built a bird cage..
got sum peacocks in it..
hun weird bah..
even weirder..
he said there r 2 pigs in the field..
newayz..
hm..
jus finished talking to shoji..
cant blieve wat i said..
nothing 2 dramatic lah..
said it quiet casually actually..
hao lah..
dun think of the wrong thing..
we were talking..
n i said..
hao jio mai yo ting dao ni de shen yin..
she said she called me earlier but i was out wiz al..
so she dint bother calling my cell..
newayz..
going over to her place on her bday..
eh..
watelse..
o gonna buy my mom a cd for her bday which is this sat...
um..
hao lah..
datz it fer now..
tried calling u earlier today..
but guess its kinda late when i called..
almost 12 ur tym..
n ur fone was off..
newayz..
take carez loh..
o remind me to tell u bout shoji's comment on david..
quiet funny actually..
but too much typing rite now..
newayz..
bai..
3 exams tomolo..
*sigh*

2002-06-02T15:22:00.000-07:00

wellz today's sunday... dint go anywhere... yesterday... called him up cuz he's too *lazy* to call me.. his friend told me.. anyway... he dint say anything bout today... guess everyone's tired.... so everyone slept in today... talked to da korean guy's friend tho.. danny lee.. talked fer a hella long time last nite... had more to talk wif him about than wif daniel... he told me maybe ei should gib daniel a chance.. but then he said daniel's not lyke *hua shin* but he's not the guy who goes fer long relationships.. so i was lyk then in that case.. why dun we just date... and we talking bout enxt year's prom alrerady.. danny said that if it wasnt cuz daniel knew me first he'd have asked me out.. anyway... he mite go to taiwan this summer too.. so maybe i'll show you who he is.. ummmm needa tell you something.... i mite not gona be in states when you come... mom wants me to go back early cuz imma planning to come back earlier.. so dat's dat.. when you coming anyway? maybe i can see you your first week here or somehting?! zai shuo loh.. take care... and happy summer to you~

2002-06-02T02:11:00.000-07:00

not much to say actually..
no skool tomolo cuz all my exams r on tues..
gonna b home i guess..
mayb go out wiz al..
dint go out wiz him on fri..
hm..
watelse..
not much actually..
o i was talking to jess zi..
she asked this question..
and got me thinking..
she ask..
when do u know when u lyk sumone..
got me thinking datz all..
its so weird not to b in luv actually..
i guess emotionally beh stable compare to bfore bah..
but i guess kinda boring 2..
o well..

2002-05-31T11:52:00.000-07:00

wellz today half day... and gan zai in bio class... heehee... guess *who* talked to me?! well havent talked to da korean guy fer a while.. ye shu bu huei yo sheh meh jing zhan bah! tm SAT.. imma taking only da writing... well should be in fourth block rite now.. but i dint finish eng hw.. and taking a hist test that im not ready fer since i wasnt in class and all that last week... what else... yea saw ric online da other day. he just busy and guess he still hab some faily shiet going on.. he's gona call me this weekend so i'll tell him u said hi...well me still got 9 mor school days THEN summer... hella lot to do this weekend. well hope u hab a fun summer then loh.. go out wif D and ur dream coming tru... hmmm and not u interested in jess zi? haha j/k... wahhhhh marco's grown up now leh neh~~ interested in many gurls eh ? haha... okie feeling a lil crazy rite now.. dint get any sleep lats night... just stayed up thru da nite... prolly gona drop dead first thing when i get home....

2002-05-31T06:53:00.000-07:00

last day of skool over leh..
well not really end of skoolyr yet..
but only got exam left..
well..
tomolo is SAT so gonna go sleep..
wat subject test u taking?
im taking eng, math 2c, world hist..
newayz..
shoji zuai jin duai woh kinda lun dan..
dno y..
well..
talk to jess zi quiet alot at skool..
compare to shoji she prolly closer to the type i would lyk..
but actually no feeling..
well thot bout calling u da other day..
but dcide against it..
4got the reason tho..
called up D tho..
no one answer..
o well..
newayz..
gonna go sleep..
kinda sleepy..
o btw..
i know wat u mean wiz dreams coming tru..
sumtimes get the feeling 2..
and JC have dreams come tru a few tyms a few weeks ago..
newayz..
nitez..
1 last thing..
u hear from ric lately?
if u do say hi fer me..
nitez..

2002-05-30T18:50:00.000-07:00

shin chin yo men men deh? aiya... wat's wrong? well u know... did i ever tell u how there were time i dream of something and then it'll be true in real lyfe? as in mean u see someone of hear somebody say something in ur dream and then it really happens? ok sounds bizarre maybe but it does happen.. not just to me only either.. well da point is.. maybe this dream wif JC and alala will be tru during da summer bah.. and it'd be nice.. u know.. u guyz hab been beh gud friends for awhile... well procrastination has gotten into me.. ive got 16mor pages of journal to write.. but here i am sitting in fronta da comp again.. hai.. and shopping fer cars too haha... hey!! well if JC was sleeping.. why dint u call me?? anyway... why do u tink i prolly dun lyk luke? wellz daniel's friend said that he's prolly gona call me tonite and ask me bout tm.... aiyo... nervous nervous neh~

2002-05-30T05:32:00.000-07:00

oops post dat twice..

2002-05-30T05:30:00.000-07:00

well..
i guess i 4got to mention my dream last nite this morning..
nuthing 2 special lah..
its so real datz its kinda scary..
wellz..
prolly not as dramatic as u think..
nor as ammusing..
haha..
it went lyk this..
i call up JC ( he is in tw)
his sis pick up..
give fone to JC..
we talk..
dcide to go out..
went out fer lunch..
n jus kill tym..
by nite tym..
al appears..
and we went to sumthing lyk nitemarket..
n i woke up..
kinda nice feeling i guess..
well..
tomolo last day of classes...
after dat..
SAT 2 on sat..
tues have 3 exams..
then summer loh..
i guess i should b in a gud mood..
but today shin chin yo dien mun mun de..
mayb jus feel a bit lonely bah..
want to hear sum familiar voices..
called up D around noon..
but no one answered..
dint want to call JC cuz he prolly sleeping..
well..
mayb go out wiz al tomolo bah..
their skool end leh..
n i guess its bout tym to start trying to get our friendship baq on track..
well..
enough bout me i guess..
u mah..
prolly jus nervous cuz u do lyk him..
but i guess he is pretty sure u'll say yes if he ask bah..
or mayb jus think u guyz r informally couples..
u know wat i mean..
wellz 1 thing dat seems petty certain is u prolly dun lyk luke bah..
newayz..
gonna go sleep..
happy i guess..
but shin chin mun mun de..
wellz..
nitez loh..
ttyl..
take carez..

2002-05-30T05:25:00.000-07:00

2002-05-30T05:24:00.000-07:00

2002-05-29T17:01:00.000-07:00

maybe i do lyk him bah... but seriously this kinda *scared-ness* is way beyond normal?! it's lyk i think my heart's gona beat so fast it's gona burst outta my body or something... holy shiet kk.... plus today.. when he sat next to me... he is not lyk normal guy i hab met before.. as in mean he's purty open spirited... lyk he sat next to me and i dun even know him and he puts his arm on my chair... i dno.. made me feel a lil uncomfy i guess?! aiyo... and still cant decide bout friday lah.. i mean part of me is dat i wana get to know him mah... zong bu neng yi zhi bu talk and all dat... but then part of me is lyk just plain shy i guess.. not knowing anyone.. geee i'm sooooo undecisive. and i dno... he makes things sound as if i'm his gf already sometimes.. dno if that's gud or bad.. oooo yea... and just then rite... i saw luke at da parking lot.. he was waiting fer daniel to drive to school and all dat.. cuz they skipped fourth block so daniel went home to drive his car... and anyway.. so luke was lyk u neeed a ride? and again i was undecisive but i decided to walk wif my friend.. then she asked me... who do you lyk? luke or daniel? neither? or both? good question huh... geee i'm sooo confused....

2002-05-29T15:47:00.000-07:00

havent hear from ric in a while..
well..
i guess u really do lyk him bah..
mayb datz y when u wiz him u huai pa pa de..
hey..
u know wat..
im pretty gud at reading this chinese thing neh..
hehe..
can read every word u say..
had a dream last nite..
dreamt of JC me n al going out..
simple dream..
but feel nice..
newayz..
ez day of skool ahead..
classes kinda wasting time now..
hm..
wat else neh..
not much loh..
take carez..
ttyl..

2002-05-29T11:07:00.000-07:00

btw.. u heard from ric recently?

2002-05-29T11:06:00.000-07:00

che~ ni sheh meh yi si... ta hun nien wo?! well me in library rite now..ta gang zai lai zhao wo... umm hun chi gwai.. i dun mind geng ta talk on phone but then mei tsi kan dao ta wo do hun hai pa neh~bu gwo gang zai close up kan dao ta zhang sheh meh yang zi... heehee... mang bu zuo deh neh considering ta be wo shiao! bu huei zeng yang immature or too baby cute?! ummm and ta wen wo friday geng ta chu this food fair thingee.. ta shuo ta deh friends shiang meet me and all that.. i dno.. claudia this other gurl yo bday party tho... aiyo... ummm wellz hafto type in chinese cuz ta zai wo fu jing... btw.. he dint call me yesterday.. which is good.. hella hw to do last nite. took a nap around 10 and woke up at 1130 to do mor hw... hahahah so guess before D comes baq u gona hab breakfast wif shoji instead? pwahahahha hen sweet mah~

2002-05-29T07:06:00.000-07:00

well..
tomolo last chinese class of the yr..
lao shi say we bring breakfast to class n watch movie..
gonna get shoji her bfast cuz she taking skoolbus..
hm..
familiar feeling..
feels lyk summer already..
dun think of this the wrong way loh..
newayz..
he call u mah?
wonder y he looking fer u..
haha..
ta hao shiang hun nien ni neh..
newayz..
still got sum reading to do..
so not gonna talk leh..
btw..
wrote in a few yrbook today..
n since not much teachin in classes i got lots of time to think..
n from out of nowhere suddenly wonder wat im gonna write if D was here n sign her yrbook..
prolly sumthing beh short bah..
heehee..
hao lah..
take carez loh..

2002-05-28T18:14:00.000-07:00

well went to third block bio today and luke told me daniel was looking fer me during lunch... well i was off campus at da time so o well.. he prolly gona call me tonite... see what happens thne..13 mor days til summer~

2002-05-28T16:17:00.000-07:00

almost late fer skool..
so wont say much..
well..
yrbook mah..
all color this yr..
but dun think ill bring it wiz me lah..
hun heavy..
u come baq n look bah..
the gurl mah..
sum freshmen in the skool lah..
newayz..
gotta go leh..
bai..

2002-05-28T10:05:00.000-07:00

so u bought yearbook this year??? show me show me kk?? lyk can u bring it wif you????? heehee anyway... rite now is second block english.. dint finish hw so skipping it. I still have lyke 40 free cuts to use up haha... da gurl dat look lyk D that u were talking botu.. is she a gurl in school or just some random gurl on da street? just randomly wandering... nothing special going on.. went to sleep before 9 yesterday.. still tired tho.. (><) ummmm wat else... guess taht's it... see what happens wif da korean guy then loH~

2002-05-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

im glad dat ammused u..
but i really dun get watz so funny..
heehee..
btw..
dun blieve in fate..
well kinda blieve i guess..
newayz..
kinda kwai kwai de today..
wellz..
shoji filled a page in my yrbook..
jus mention it since it mite ammuse u a lil..
me hun nice bah..
well..
saw a gurl dat looks beh lyk D today..
well saw her a few tyms bfore today lah..
not look alike bah..
but prolly the feeling..
u know wat im talking bout?
newayz..
next week shoji's bday..
got her a cd and a book..
kinda lame gifts..
but o well..
better than JC's classic gift i guess..
newayz..
datz dat fer now..
tiring day..
nitez loh..

2002-05-27T12:21:00.000-07:00

hahhahahahahhahahahahhaha u and shoji as most be voted to be couples... that'll be beh funny... if u guys ever really go out lyk in college or something... u know and look baq to high school time... it'd be beh gud memory... maybe it's fate that u and shoji should be together and not you and D? well yesterday talked with my dad and my mom separately... feel beh gud... it's lyk shin chung deh rock ke yi fang shia lai leh.. at least temporarily i hope. gud luck wif ur last week in school... and enjoy ur summer~

2002-05-27T08:49:00.000-07:00

well last week of skool..
wassup neh?
well today in chem class hun boring..
so was chatting hun softly wiz jessica zi..
newayz..
she said shoji n i should b voted as most should b couples..
u know the senior thing in the yrbook..
anywayz..
datz kinda random..
well..
called up shoji today..
chat a lil..
her prom experience is quiet bad i guess..
more lyk she cant stand her date..
kinda funny tho..
tell u when i call u sum other tym bah..
anywayz..
last week of skool a lil bzier then i would lyk..
but o well..
last week leh mah..
SAT on sat..
jia yo jia yo..
guess i should give D a call lately..
dnno have been a while since we "talk"..
i mean really talk..
newayz..
datz it loh..
take carez..
me going to sleep..
nitez..

2002-05-26T16:51:00.000-07:00

anyways... just to let you know.. i found a black jansport in this other mall today.. so u dun need to help me look for one.

2002-05-26T00:31:00.000-07:00

halo.. wellz thanks fer calling.. felt lotsa better talking to u bout things... not exactly in da sense that my problems are solved.. but feel more at peace now that ive talked bout it wif someone trust-able. i mean seriously... the past few days when my mom told me bout stuff.. i am actually shivering... like my whole body's shaking cuz i'm scared... bout god knows what... and the other day in english class.. when we had this discussion bout adultery, marriage, love and faith and those shit.. o mg... i felt like throwing up... someitmes this whole thing is really killing me... but anyway... feel lotsa better today... Heehee.. also... my cousin say that i should just go ahead and go out wif daniel.. cuz he seems to be a beh gud guy.. u know.. considerate and not da playerish type?! no reason to let gud opportunities pass u by ritez? haha... we'll see wat happens.. umm reall tired rite now... so ttyl.. take carez.. and thanks.. c u soon then...

2002-05-25T13:42:00.000-07:00

not gonna call u tonite lah..
a bit tired..
even tho not DAT sleepy..
but need sum rest bah..
newayz..
call u tomolo..
if not tomolo..
ill call u ASAP..
take carez..
bu yao shiang tai duo..
peace..

2002-05-24T18:21:00.000-07:00

well..
i guess ill go out wiz D bah..
i mean im pretty much at peace wiz myself now..
n dun think i have feelings fer her..
jus lyk the chinese email say loh..
beh gud friends..
well..
not much..
have to go help clean up prom..
*sigh*
datz 1 in the morning neh..
n dnno when itll b dun..
last yr i heard it took them up til 6AM..
damn..
newayz..
ur only taking 1 subject for SAT2?
u know this SAT2 is the last one they have score choice on?
starting from the next one watever the score is will b released..
newayz..
im taking english, math 2c, and world hist..
well..
datz dat loh..
hm..
not much to say..
ttyl..
bai bai..

2002-05-24T17:46:00.000-07:00

why is it funny that imma in love? u beh chi gwai neh~ went to da mall today.. heehee went on a shopping spree.. bought some clothes and all that. so tink you'll go out wif D during da summer? um nothing much to tell you since there is nothing special going on... gud luck with those last few things u gotta do fer school.. and SAT II.. imma taking the writing SAT II... so dat's dat... take carez.. btw just got back my SAT score... better than what i thought id get.. but still... hoped it was even higher...

2002-05-24T07:19:00.000-07:00

haha..
u in luv again?
dnno y..
but find dat beh amusing..
hehe..
newayz..
guess who called me today..
she called when i was playing ball at skool..
kinda late almost 12 ur tym..
dint talk fer long tho..
cuz was in middle of game..
so..
kinda surprised tho..
no "special" feeling...
well kinda happy and a lil depress..
but dint go cuckoo..
hun chi guai de feeling lah..
u know wat i mean?
dnno havent hear her voice fer a while..
newayz..
pace of skool is slowing down..
a few more things due bfore end of next week..
but not gonna b a crzy week bah..
well..
SAT2 next sat. wat subject u taking?
newayz..
guess ill c u summer then..
take carez loh..
peace..

2002-05-23T21:08:00.000-07:00

wellz i started weekend mainly cuz i am taking da week off since my dad's here to visit.. wellz if u gona go help clean up why dun u go earlier? and u know catch a dance or two? haha.. wellz he called me last night again.. we talked lots and mann he's so sweet i duno what to do. next friday our school has this spring fair kinda thingee. Umm,,, yupz.. gona go wif him... and prolly gona see him lots during summer bah... i can NOT believe i'm in love again.. love is just somehting nobody can help huh? went to alcatraz today.. u know da place they made da movie "THe Rock"? wif sean connery and nicholas cage? purty fun.. but hella tiring.. so ttyl...

2002-05-23T07:33:00.000-07:00

y u start weekend so early..
well prom is sat. n guess wat..
im going to help clean up..
dun worry lah..
me not cuckoo..
its cuz gabert say either go clean up or do a lab..
i cant do the lab cuz wasnt there dat day bcuz of ib exam..
so no choice loh..
have to go to skool at 1 am to help clean up..
ill b wearing slippa shorts n a puo puo de tshirt..
haha..
newayz..
glad u lyk da email..
sumone else lyk da email 2..
she forward it baq..
n added this..

this is such a good email.. thatz wut we are missing.. who says.. a guy and a girl cannot have platonic relationships.. they definitely exist.. realli o.. a guy and a girl can be frienz.. w/out having "a thing" for each other...

hm.. mayb me sending this to her said sumthing bah..
*sigh*
dnno dun think im feelin as depressed as i would have..
guess datz gud bah..
its actually not DAT bad to not b in luv..
its jus a different feeling..
o well..
lyf's aiite..
kinda boring tho..
newayz..
jus thinking this blogger thing is quiet kewl..
2 bad only 2 of us using it..
o well..
take carez..
wow this is a long blog..
haha..
peace..
*sigh*

2002-05-22T18:06:00.000-07:00

wellz started my weekend already.. but went to school this morning for this book conference thing i hab to do fer english... got back da essay i spent 15+ hours on.. A+++ and the teacher gave me lotsa feedback... i feel beh proud... plus da hard work paid off. Daniel called me last night but i was in da shower... when i called him back later..he was already sleeping so dat's dat.. guess i'll call him later. what else... with my mom same old thing that i told you loh.. if u remember wat it is with da whole parent thing.... lyk that bitch did somehting again... fucking pisses me off... first thing i do when i get off da plane is march into her damn office and fucking burn her alive... serious* anyway.... da email u forward.. da one in chinese.. where'd u get it? a beh sweet/ touching poem.. makes me a lil sad though.... =*( miss ya and other ppl.. but guess i'll see you soon.. take carez

2002-05-22T15:59:00.000-07:00

*yawn*
hao tired..
well..
nothing much happening..
kinda miss D fer sum reason..
miss her more as a friend tho..
havent hear from her in a while..
the fact is not going cuckoo..
i guess datz gud..
so watz the thing wiz ur mom ah?
sound serious?
if u feel lyk telling me do so bah..
i know kinda personal stuff so if u dun wanna jus ignore the question loh..
newayz..
gonna go pack fer skool..
take carez..

2002-05-21T18:34:00.000-07:00

... wat u mean desparate.... hen chi gwai eh ni~ grrrr.... bout u knowing how it feels lyk to be in love... i was refering to u being *there* fer shoji.. u know if u fall fer her.. then you'll know how it feels lyk to be in love! well daniel's friend came up to me today.. asked me wat i tink bout him since we've all been lyk talking and stuff... i said he's a purty sweet guy loh... and anyway... his friend said that he likes me a lot.. but since i'm gona be in taiwan fer summer he wont ask me to be his gf til after summer... he was originally thinking bout asking when summer's here.. which is good since i'm not ready yet.. every time in school i'm always avoiding him... but at home.. he's lyk this gud guy friend to me.. someone i can talk wif... um wat else.. just talked to my mom... danggggg *mood swing alert* good mood went allllllll da way down there.. fuck... how can there be all these fucked up ppl living on earth? i wonder how long i can keep this anger within me.... first thing i go back to taiwan.. gona fucking seek revenge fer my mom...

2002-05-21T16:23:00.000-07:00

i guess u in luv loh..
dun get wat u mean by ill know how it feels lyk to be in love..
havent hear from D in a while..
ill try to gib her a call these few dayz bah..
newayz..
almost late fer skool so wont talk leh..
btw..
u called him?
pretty desperate it seems..

2002-05-21T07:54:00.000-07:00

wellz i called him up last night... at around 11... his sis answered and said he was in shower... so anyway.. he called me baq later on... sighz*.. beh sweet guy... seriously.. and beh easy to talk with... hes really considerate.. all lyk asking me wat i tink bout everything as if imma his gf already... another 1 and a half hour... and hai hao he dint see anything i wrote yesterday... still if he asks me to be his gf anytime soon.. i prolly gona say no... so shoji having probs? poor gurl... yupz.. u better be there fer her when she needs you!~ heehee and maybe you'll know how it feels lyk to be in love~ so no news from D i guess?

2002-05-21T07:08:00.000-07:00

well dun wiz my oral today..
went ok i guess..
so did he call u?
hehe..
falling in love mah..
i wonder how dat feels lyk..
newayz..
shoji is having a bad day..
parentz problem..
told her she can call me up netym if she need to talk..
sounds familiar?
newayz..
nuthing much going on..
take carez..
peace..

2002-05-20T17:00:00.000-07:00

u know.. just realized he actually is beh cute neh.. and purty sweet too.. wonder if he'll call me up this tonite? uh oh uhoh.. tink imma falling in love.. not good.... o well hope he dint read what i wrote.. or itd be hella embarassing... anohter beh happy day.. biology was all cool... u can guess what happend haha... just finished tutoring... next fall i mite be setting up a math session to prepare middle/ high school students who are enrolled up to alg II /trig fer da SAT math section.... wat else.. tired as hell... lack of sleep these days.. but summer's almost here so dat's all kewl... c ya soon i guess... take carez

2002-05-20T16:08:00.000-07:00

13 dayz of skool..
well nuthing much..
slept at 8 last nite..
and jus woke up..
so got 11 hr of sleep..
which is nice..
well..
today got an oral to give..
IB grade..
dint do much work on it..
jus hope i wont screw up bad..
newayz..
so was he reading wat u were typing?
well..
wat else neh..
not much leh..
gona b bz as hell fer the next 2 weeks..
so i guess datz gonna keep my mind off lotsa stuff..
datz gud bah..
newayz..
take carez..
bai bai..

2002-05-20T11:30:00.000-07:00

dint get too much sleep last nite either... and dint talk to him... =( o well trying not to care too much but maybe i do care bah.. i dno lah... start of another week.. 18 dchool days til summer... well it'll be hard to imagine you with shoji... o.. m...goooodddd just got the shiet scared outta me... holy crap.... daniel appeared outta no where just then.. stood behind me.... shit.. my heart is lyk beating hella hard from the scare.. holy shiet... ta lai leh library zhao wo.... anyway... ummmmm what else was i gona tell you... forgot.... u know... just then is da first time seeing him up close...hahha not too bad.. =) ttyl...

2002-05-20T04:56:00.000-07:00

yup yup..
its surprised me 2..
but i guess they r pretty gud friends..
at least datz da way shoji put it..
newayz..
dint sleep well last nite..
dnno brain thinking bout things a lil 2 much..
dnno y..
thot bout whether if i like shoji..
and then i start missing D..
*sigh*..
dat plus not getting gud sleep = not gud mood..
o well..
at least im not the only one dat dint sleep well last nite..
newayz..
shoji was beh hyper when i called yesterday..
well she called me earlier on my cell but i was out eating dinner wiz rentz..
told her ill call her baq..
n dint 4get..
she was laughing fer no reason..
she said she was normal bfore i called her..
eh..
i dnno watz dat suppose to mean..
but im not reading 2 much into it..
i jus think she is a lil cuckoo..
newayz..
gonna go sleep..
tired as hell..
wrote D an email last nite..
no reply..
kinda sux..
o well..
take carez loh..
nitez..

2002-05-19T18:44:00.000-07:00

jasmine going to da prom wif norman?!?!?!? wahhhhhh first of all it's hard to imagine jasmine not being a total rich snob... or maybe she seriously desperately need someone to take her to da prom and second of alll.. norman asks gurls.. gurl like jasmine to da prom?? wahhhhh beh messed up school you're at now huh.. haha j/k. he dint call me... but o well.... maybe he will today... rained beh hard today... hardly got any sleep last night.. my dad was snoring hella loud.. what else.. dint get ANY hw done.. *uh oh* hmm so who's da guy that lyk shoji.. haha m/b she trying to make u jealous... jk =P so u havent heard from D fer a while.. how long exactly is this *a while*? let u know if he calls today haha ... ttyl and yeah.. fone went dead.. cell phone sometimes hab bad statics.. so sorry~

2002-05-19T06:01:00.001-07:00

eh.
fone went dead today..
or mayb u hung up..
newayz..
jus dun talking to shoji..
found out sum quiet interesting news..
hm..
can u imagine..
on sat. shoji, david, norman, jasmine, jeffery wang, robert tsai went out to watch movie..
hun messed up de group bah..
newayz..
wat else..
norman n jasmine going to prom..
even harder to imagine..
newayz..
so wassup?
did HE call u?
hm..
o shoji told me sum blond guy in our skool lyk her..
she said da name..
but i 4got leh..
haha..
dun even know da guy exist..
and he is in our grade..
hm..
well datz bout it..
kinda sleepy..
guess i woke up 2 early today..
now i think bout it..
havent talk to D in a while..
newayz..
take carez..
im going to sleep..
nitez..

2002-05-19T06:01:00.000-07:00

2002-05-18T12:32:00.000-07:00

it's aiite... *sniffSniff* j/kj/k.. he dint call me... but then i decided to call him around 1130.... i was bored.. wanted to talk to someone.. we ended up talking til lyke 2in da morning haha..he's really easy to talk wif.. m/b u can meet him when u come? but still thinking bout da fact that he likes me and may ask me out as a gf soon kinda scares me.. like i would rather talk wif him on phone than in person.. i dno what im talking bout.. just a lil confused still i guess... i mean seriously.. i would deliberately avoid him in school and when he asked if i wana go see a movie or go to this school fair with him i was all lyke hesitating... aiyo.....o welll.. u got headache?? take carez... jess~*

2002-05-18T07:02:00.000-07:00

sorrie..
4got to call u..
went out wiz mah cuzin..
call u tomolo..
hope dat i dint ruin ur gud mood..
doubt i did but jus in case loh..
newayz..
did HE call u?
jus wondering..
newayz..
gonna go sleep..
headache..

2002-05-17T11:22:00.000-07:00

well this korean guy is beh sweet person... umm but he's younger than me neh... we takled agian last night.. for lyke an hour + a half... but u know it's lyke i dun wana lyke him tho... cuz even if we are together not that we'd last.. so why bother? but anyway.. still beh happy... ummm these two days are very relaxing.. next week a lil more busy since summer's almost here... going to south SF today... to hand in da summer school app... daniel says there's amall next to that place so haha...wat else.. ummm hope u feel better loh..

2002-05-16T20:25:00.000-07:00

well..
try blogging this morning but dint work..
dnno lah..
well finished 2 tests today..
nuthing much happening..
shin chin hai shi bu si hun hao..
but o well..
at least not depress bah..
just yo dien mun mun de..
newayz..
tried calling d a min. ago..
but line bz..
o well..
newayz..
gonna go get sum hw dun..
ttyl

2002-05-16T13:45:00.000-07:00

hello... yupz.... got da phone call...first talked for 20min... yo dian awkward.. then i said i needa finish essay so will call him back later.. i did.. and we talk fer another hour.. dun remember what we talked bout... jiang nah meh jio... haha.. he's nice and all that and imma sure we can get along lah.. but i doubt i will be beh serious wif him.. u know.. he's not da *right* guy.. but fan cheng dang geh peng yo er yi mah.... we were talking bout luke a lil... and i said luke can be a lil slow sometimes.. and daniel told luke!!! luke came up to me today and he was lyke.. why were u talkin shiet bout me and stuff.. i was a lil bu shuang... but then just then in bio class... parters with luke fer lab.. and i asked him if he was mad at me.. he wasnt.. =) wel i am never stepping into da cafe anymore.. well u aiite mah? maybe it's just one of those days or stress bah.. umm hope u feel better.. u could always call me if u want.. so dats' dat.. take care.. ttyl and c u soon loh

2002-05-16T06:03:00.000-07:00

well..
so u get the fone call?
*sigh*
emotionally kinda low rite now..
no reason lah..
kinda ´e´eªº..
well..
there is a bio test tomolo..
dun feel lyk i know nething..
but look into book and cant figure out wat i dnno..
guess datz da end of my study loh..
newayz..
summer in 3 weeks..
well..
i guess i should go baq to "studying"..
newayz..
take carez..
peace..

2002-05-15T21:25:00.000-07:00

i told luke that if daniel want to call he should call after 10.. rite now it's 930... imma feeling a lil nervous and excited all at da same time.. i mean.. kinda dno what to expect... ummm well james just called me too (><) but now i know his number. in da future i'll just not pick up.. but just then talk was lyke polite talk and kinda cold to him... lyke he's da one doing all da talking and stuff... so hopefully that sends a msg to him haha.. what else.. ummmmmm happy happy day haha... and guess imma just waiting... waiting... waiting... let u know what happens tm... enjoy ur day...=)

2002-05-15T16:19:00.000-07:00

well..
went to sleep quiet early last nite..
but still wake up almost late fer skool..
well got 5 min to get ready..
newayz..
glad u r having another happy day..
me mah..
another 2 dayz of skool then weekend leh..
doing aiite i guess..
well..
nuthing much..
gotta go change..
ttyll

2002-05-15T13:50:00.000-07:00

today during lunch went to cafe.. and wanted to catch a glance of da korean guy cuz never got a good look at him... so walk thru cafe... and turned my head.. (i was with this friend) and saw the whole table with luke and daniel and these otehr guys.. all turn around and luke called me to go over... i was just lyke shiet...and just went away... anyway.. then after lunch i hab bio.. luke walks in and we talked again.. it's another beh happy day... gave him my #... he sad daniel mite call me.. uh oh. dno what to talk about... (><) but anyway.. tm hand in essay.. presentation on friday fer history.. got tutoring in library today.. so .. ttyl.. cool to talk wif u yesterday.. well later on i just studied a lil more.. finish my coffee ice cream and went to sleep.. *yawn*.... tired... anyway.. gotta get back to doing the history thing... take carez

2002-05-14T19:50:00.000-07:00

wah..
chun de hun happy rnt u..
newayz..
u wanna know the reason y they fought?
its kinda stupid..
D said she'll call him later cuz she was bz..
and she 4got..
so he got pissed..
haha..
newayz..
glad ur happy..
college in CA mah..
prolly all over the place but have sum names of college up north lah..
well..
newayz..
called up shoji..
i was tza buo..
so she said she'll call me baq later..
not in da working mood today..
haha..
newayz..
gonna go watch tv..
ttyl..

2002-05-14T18:07:00.000-07:00

fight? already? that is purty quick huh... well jing tian beh kai shin!! =) heehee in biology luke was asking me when i was free so i can meet daniel.. then we started chatting bout other stuff.. he really makes me laugh... i always hab a gud time when i'm around him... i'm not sure if i lyke him or not i mean... i see him and it's not lyke i can imagine myself kissing him or something but i really enjoy being round him... anyway wat da hell... so u got a list of college? all in northern CA? or else how u gona go???? i am interested just not sure how to get it done... anyway... nothing much else i guess.. *hai* happy happy day loh~ heehee... =) =) =)

2002-05-14T11:54:00.000-07:00

well..
finished movie..
guess not a gud choice..
haha..
got my brains moving..
not actually depress tho..
anywayz..
D is online..
she said got into fite wiz bf..
datz pwetty quick..
haha...
newayz..
dnno lah..
ill prolly wanna tour sum colleges..
got a list of college i wanna check out in cali..
if u interested..
we can go look 2gether..
newayz..
u scared fer me?
wat am i gonna do newayz..
drive myself nutz?
haha..
newayz..
serendipity is a gud movie..
haha.
o well..
not much else loh..
i prolly dun need a place to stay after stanford thing..
but if i do..
ill let u know bfore hand..
thanx..
well..
tomolo if i feel lyk working ill do sum reviewing + oral stuff..
if not..
guess i have to c if shoji wanna go out fer movie loh..
or mayb jus go shoot hoops..
newayz..
take carez..
im tired..
going to sleep..
nitez..

2002-05-14T11:27:00.000-07:00

eh wat u mean by too much choice???? dno wat u saying... hey!! you're watching serendipity again?? awwwwww hao lonely o~~~ j/kj/k.. well i'm just scared cuz it's doesnt seem to be the best thing to do when you are having a holiday... i mean u should keep urself at peace.. fer realz...so guess u havent heard from her fer a while then? welllz think imma gona change my flight schedule tm.. and did i tell u that if u have no where to stay after ur stanford thingee... i asked.. u can stay with me since i'm going to be living in belmont and not fremont so it's all cool.. take carez...and do u still wana tour schools in CA? i mean if it's only in northern CA... like around bay area.. there's really not much to see.. i mean i'm not gona go to UC davis in some middle of no place rural area so... u know wat i mean? anyway.. zai shuo....

2002-05-14T08:30:00.000-07:00

hyper hyper ah..
haha..
guess u kinda messed up 2..
2 much choice eh?
hehe..
newayz..
tomolo no skool..
kinda kool..
but have sum work to catch up cuz of the dayz i miss fer ib..
but dnno if ill wanna work..
newayz..
rented a few movies tonite to keep me occupied..
rented serendipity to watch it again..
haha.
dnno hope it wont break my "peace wiz myself"..
newayz..
take carez..
ttyl..
mayb catch u online tomolo..
or call u if i get really bored..
newayz..
take carez..
peace..

2002-05-14T07:57:00.000-07:00

well in school already... today kinda early to school cuz bus was heck early... still 15mor minutes til first block... hao fan o... stuck on my essay....honors eng reading this college literature.. god dang it... and now we have to write literary analysis... 5 pgs... well it's not the amount but the content imma stuck on... o well anyway... goood nite to u... hahah.. luke just said hi to me hahah... =P anyway... ttyl

2002-05-13T19:30:00.000-07:00

mei yo lah...i wasnt in a bad mood cuz luke asked me bout daniel lah... just really annoyed cuz told you busy busy week mah.. gee.. ni shiang tai duo leh! hahah actually saw daniel again... today got a closer look and what da heck... shuen chi zi ran see what happens... at least in comparison, i know that daniel is prolly mor of a *right* guy than luke cuz it's like ok luke makes me laugh and i love being around him and all that but nah... he's not da type of guy i would like u know what i mean? anyways... u take carez.. dun tink too much bout D lah.. everything shuen chi zi ran... take carez.

2002-05-13T16:05:00.000-07:00

y the hell am i pathetic?
geez..
newayz..
guess ur not in a gr8 mood cuz luke ask u bout daniel..
haha..
well..
tomolo no skool..
so datz gud fer me..
dnno..
starting to feel kinda empty..
haha..
dnno y tho..
it may b cuz of D..
or it may b jus dat im getting bored..
nuthing to do lately lah..
skool is kinda bz but not really..
newayz..
u take carez..
peace..

2002-05-13T15:19:00.000-07:00

ure pathetic. well luke asked me bout daniel again today... i just said that i thot daniel's aiite.... anyway.. busy busy week.. next week will be free-er.. taking 3 days off haha =)

2002-05-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

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2002-05-12T21:28:00.000-07:00

well was suppose to have psych but teacher not here..
so free period..
was shooting sum hoops but 2 hot..
sweating lyk hell rite now..
newayz..
hope i can get thru summer lyk this..
haha..
well at least jc is baq..
bside if i really wanna kick sum ass..
he'll b there for help cuz he cant stand wat he heard bout da guy as well..
haha..
newayz..
bored as hell rite now..
prolly go sleep a lil..
haha.
o well..
ttyl..

2002-05-12T17:15:00.000-07:00

well i hope you can remain like this thruout summer about this whole D thing.. i mean... you're scaring me a lot.. haha... bout the korean guy... whatever the hell he and his friend and luke are up to.... o well... got a 5page english essay to write so ttyl... take lotsa carez aiite?

2002-05-12T16:20:00.000-07:00

well..
JC's pissed at the guy as well..
none of us lyk dat guy..
even tho we havent met him yet..
haha..
im scaring myself 2..
kinda 2 calm to b normal i guess..
or mayb jus no more feeling so i can b calm bah..
newayz..
i agree wiz u on the korean guy thingy..
if he lyks u..
let him do the work of getting to know u..
i realize liking sumone is a terribly tiring thing..
n im 2 lz to lgo thru it rite now..
haha..
mayb same fer u loh..
newayz..
gtg..
ttyl..
peace..

2002-05-12T12:33:00.000-07:00

u know... i read ur blog and i feel scared i mean... u seem to unconsciously suppressing this cuckoo and anger bout this whole D and kev thingee... i'm serious... calm it aiite? i mean u always hab shoji mah.. who could be your *ahem* new bst friend hahah j/k... well wat da heck bout da korean guy thing i mean if he wants to know me why do -I- have to be da one to go over and meet him? che~~~ j/k... nah too lazy... too much to do.. anyway.. lemme know your plan asap hao mah? so i can decide when to move over to west bay belmont... take carez!

2002-05-11T20:25:00.000-07:00

well..
talking to JC..
he said..
al say dat D's bf is kevin..
well..
dat kevin guy was da pretty gay guy who molest D over summer..
well not really molest but was kinda harrassing her wiz fone call n stuff lah..
screw dat..
now i think bout it mayb all this is bout prom..
dnno..
mayb sum feeling fer D is gone leh..
dun even feel much now..
haha..
but do feel lyk a psycho..
u know..
a lil 2 calm..
as if violence is supress or sumthing..
haha..
o well..
mother's day today..
bout my mom a pillow..
bao zen..
shoji got the same thing..
haha..
newayz..
thot dat mite amuse u fer a while..
newayz..
watz wrong wiz knowing dat korean guy better neh?
i mean heck i dun lyk koreans..
but datz me..
haha..
newayz..
take carez..
peace..

2002-05-11T13:09:00.000-07:00

well it's gud u not going cuckoo bout this whole D thing... but it's not that i wana be beh offensive in anyway... but um... this is prolly only a phase.. fer this time u'll all be like feeling nothing.. until a while later... u'll start feeling empty bout somethign again.... wellz hope that wont happend to U but... anyway... still cant decide bout that korean guy.. part of me wants to get to know him.. cuz overall impression was aiite lah... actually he looks more yo chi zhi than LUke... still.. of ALL da ppl it just has to be LUke who breaks da news... so what you doing on mother's day? family dinner? what did u end up getting her? umm yea heard bout da no school on wed thingee.. well the week after next i get to go to school fer only 2 and a half day hahha taking the other 2.5 day off cuz my dad's coming to SF... and the following week after that, have a four day week becuase monday is a holiday.. so anywa dat's dat.. take care!

2002-05-11T07:45:00.000-07:00

well..
havent hear from D in a while..
saw her online quiet often..
said hi a few times but guess she wasnt there..
o well..
dnno..
dun feel bad lyk i usually would..
mayb chun de no more feeling leh bah..
newayz..
tomolo mother's day..
wat else neh..
o me no skool next wed..
o btw..
tell u sumthing really random..
i saw a dog scateboard today on the street..
well..
datz it fer now..
ttyl..
take care..

2002-05-10T17:00:00.000-07:00

hahah i meant if u heard D... anyway... got a SAT II clas in 5minutes.. so ttyl.. take carez.

2002-05-10T12:18:00.000-07:00

me nagging u?
haha..
well..
tell u datez n stuff asap..
but lately pile up wiz work..
wiz da daniel guy mah..
suen chi zi ran loh..
i mean no feeling de hua dnno need to force it mah..
bside who would wanna stalk u mah..
such a small target..
must take lots of work..
hehe..
jkjk..
newayz..
wat u mean have i hear from shoji?
dun get..
newayz..
going to sleep..

2002-05-09T19:03:00.000-07:00

summer plan still undecided.. but i'm sure i can go visit you lah.. so stop naggin bout it haha.. j/k.. i'll let you know asap.. and let me know bout ur *precise* summer plan too kk? so wat did u get fer ur mom? well seriously wat should i do now.,. bout this daniel guy... i mean no *love at first sight* kinda feeling.. and i'm not sure " ke yi" (deliberately) setting up some way to meet him is good or just shuen chi zi ran? i mean naturally i would never see him in school.. at least ive only seen him twice counting yesterday.. wonder how he saw me? danngg i feel stalked haha nah.. j/k.. wel at least for the best part, james doesnt call me anymore haha.. so u heard from shoji? take care and guess i'll see u soon~

2002-05-09T16:22:00.000-07:00

o there..
now i can..
newayz..
dun wiz my tests..
going baq to normal skool now..
kinda sleepy..
yo dien jet lag i guess..
sleep 2 early last week..
haha..
newayz..
went out wiz shoji to shop fer present after test yesterday..
nuthing special lah..
well..
we both got the same gift tho..
haha..
newayz..
u know wat..
mayb luke do lyk u ah..
i mean if this cheers u up..
al WAS "helping" me wiz D stuff bfore..
hun jio yi chien leh..
but mayb luke jus ding same thing..
newayz..
almost late fer skool leh..
ttyl..
btw..
watz ur summer plan now?